givin' up? Lyrics

I'm going through all my thoughts in my head

I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark

It feels like I'm nearly dead

Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah

I'm going through all my thoughts in my head

I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark

It feels like I'm nearly dead

Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah

Wish I'd know what would happen to me when I was on day one

I already failed on day two when I was searching for some trust

But I couldn't realize it when I wasn't even sleeping the next night

That's where the trust issues started 'cause people are cold as ice

What a great relief it would be if all this were an illusion

So I know what's up like a lucid dream and won't act so stupid

Pieprzyc ludzkosc 'cause they don't really act like a human

Fuck, I need a door to leave it 'cause all of this is just so useless

Seeing a real door that I could enter would be much better

Just to exit my mindset full with a spam of random letters

Seeing a real door that I could enter would be much better

So I don't have to think about my appearance as a clown actor

Where is my time when I need it?

How long I'm supposed to live without a meaning?

Without the imagination of what I'm seeking?

And without a fucking clue why I'm still breathing?

I'm going through all my thoughts in my head

I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark

It feels like I'm nearly dead

Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah

I'm going through all my thoughts in my head

I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark

It feels like I'm nearly dead

Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah

I'm going through all my thoughts in my head

I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark

It feels like I'm nearly dead

Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah

I'm going through all my thoughts in my head

I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark

It feels like I'm nearly dead

Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah

I'm going through all my thoughts

I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark

Feels like I'm nearly dead

Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah

It ain't an option, nah

I'm going through all my thoughts in my head

I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark

It feels like I'm nearly dead

Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah

I'm going through all my thoughts in my head

I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark

It feels like I'm nearly dead

Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah