HOPING Lyrics

I can only see myself alone

With God sitting on His throne

Praying He don't leave me cold

I'm hoping I don't end up all alone

But I think my hope is wrong

Oh God just bring me home

I can only think and try to hope for the best

I had clinked with a glass but we shattered breaking our chests

Coping with rapping again but it only suppressed

All the feelings I had for this glass cup what a ten

I only relapsed because I confessed what I missed

Seeing this glass almost empty made me not wanna exist

But the drink that I had showed me the state I was in

I only faked the fact that the taste I tasted wasn't it

I had embraced it but it drained all the patients I gave it

Showed me how bitter I was fell over without even thinking

Unforgiveness took place and I had no choice but to cave in

Cuz hearing how it shattered raised my emotions couldn't take it

Was only able to let it go

With tears and the faces I gave

Had a metronome and it ticked without steady and patience

I can only drink the amount I gave it

My heels can only click so much till I break it

I know you won't thank me

I can only see myself alone

With God sitting on His throne

Praying He don't leave me cold

I'm hoping I don't end up all alone

But I think my hope is wrong

Oh God just bring me home

I never knew how much pieces would stay for the best

The force on the clink made it shatter having glass in my chest

Finding a replica but it'll never suppress

All the blood that I bleed for that glass cup what a ten

The best part was the wine that it came with for me to vent

I don't know if another glass can handle my grip

But it can't cuz every glass I held won't commit

To contain all the pressure I have on the cup when I give

So I left and thought about asking Jesus for forgiveness

But I thought He won't cuz I go back to my sining

And He really did but I kept spilling it's beverages that it came with

Cuz the drinks that it brought weren't vivid

Can't pretend I couldn't taste every drink I had with it

Had a plan to try and fix every piece that broke in me

But I went to Jesus cuz I couldn't remove the glass that was in me

Now He's taking them out with precision

Had no gas now I'm driven

I can only see myself alone

With God sitting on His throne

Praying He don't leave me cold

I'm hoping I don't end up all alone

But I think my hope is wrong

Oh God just bring me home