THE BEGINNING Lyrics

I don't know where to begin I guess the beginning

The beginning of a new creation in His Name

The name of Jesus

I'm prolly crazy but when I need ya

Y'all were never there so I bleeded

All my blood so He came and gave me His

Thought I was gonna die but He died for all my sins

I bled on her that's why I can't forgive

Myself cuz she never did nun except pretend

To show me love cause if you did I'll still exist

In your mind like you in mine but He came and cleansed

So I can find myself and make amends

Ooh I won't blind myself inside her lense

I used to cry by myself like I'm a kid

She knew and never helped so I gave up to Him

I'm on my knees praying to Jesus, give me peace

But in return I gotta make this for the King

Cuz He restores my soul for His name

And because He loves me, His love ain't fake

Telling me you're here for me but no you ain't

I feel like every time it's said it's so cliché

You think you'll rise better than Jesus out His grave

Tryna fix my problems when you can't fix your mistakes

I gotta start leaving it in his hands

He made the Heavens and earth so He can

Take care of my needs and my wants for His plan

I need the one who came to die as a man

Rose and He left cuz His kingdom at hand

Pouring His blood like wine to dance with His bride

Metaphors over the head of your mind

I used to wear a disguise

But everything I wore said I'm wrong

For leaving His kingdom for lies

And wanting to die inside my thoughts

But I came back then You revived me as a new creation thought I was long gone

But He never left my side

That means He was there all along

All Along !

I know He will be by my side

It's the beginning of the freedom in Christ

If you tell me I'm the same that's a lie

I was dead now look at me I'm alive

I know You will be by my side

It's the beginning of the freedom in Life

The old me passed away that's a sign

That I was dead now look at me I'm alive

Alive cuz I'm risen from the dead

Just like He was risen from the dead

I've suicide but I did it in my head

All in my mind but He came to resurrect

Me from her collection of bodies in depression

But Jesus came and nailed it in the cross execution

I'm a mess but He'll take care the rest

I'm a fool thinking I can live without Him in my chest

But now You live in me and I abide in you

When I thought there was nothing else you had never left

You've taken Misery and placed her out of me

Now I can sleep with your peace in my head

I never thought I would see

Joy in the morning cuz I've never seen

No light in the darkness now Son is in me

Shining a light to where I never seen

My shield and my rock will protect where I be

Near is your presence that keepeth me clean

You are the essence of my entire being

My entire being

Was shaken up so I seesaw

Woke me up from the dream y'all

Be calm and know He's God

Reached out cuz I need ya

Salvation is a being y'all

Hesitation will leave ya

Here while I leave see y'all

Don't let it be late cuz time will be gone