I have Lyrics

Have you ever felt alive?

Have you ever thought you could find

A reason to live and a kin to share

Before you die? I know you haven't

Have you ever thought 'bout why?

Have you ever stayed up all night

Pondering alone, tryna search for

A cause in the stars? I know you have

Have you ever tried to fight?

To change the one that you're inside

And gone as far as losing yourself

Before realizing you can't change that?

Were you ever set aside?

Have you ever felt the sore bite

Of being rejected by people you like

To the point where you wish you would die?

Walking on the streets like a zombie, ayy

Looking at the things that I won't be, ayy

Feeling like a creep when I meet humans

Yeah, I know I do not belong here, wow

Tryna find a place in a big scene, wow

Tryna find a place like a misfit, wow

Wandering alone 'tween puzzle pieces

But I don't fit in, no

And I did try to fit in right

And wear a mask, and act alike

And act like I've always been

A part of you, a part of this

Like I wasn't left out on playground

Heh, guess I'm a little bitter still

But I swore that I would make it out

And watch you rot in your little cliques

Swallowing bitter pills like blister steel

Have you ever felt alive?

Have you ever thought you could find

A reason to live and a kin to share

Before you die? I know you haven't

Have you ever thought 'bout why?

Have you ever stayed up all night

Pondering alone, tryna search for

A cause in the stars? I know you have

Have you ever tried to fight?

To change the one that you're inside

And gone as far as losing yourself

Before realizing you can't change that?

Were you ever set aside?

Have you ever felt the sore bite

Of being rejected by people you like

To the point where you wish you would die?

I have