what I am Lyrics

Put on a smile for a new day, I'll

Do what you like for a new day, I'll

Be what you want like I wanted it

Too

Say what you just want to hear but, if

You ever ask if I'm alright, don't

Look in my eyes when I tell you I'm

Good

And I'll hide that I'm tired

Of pretending I'm fine

Of pretending I like

Being like you are

But I won't show my pain

And I won't show my scars

'Cause I know how you'll laugh

If you find who I

Am

So

I'll numb the pain and run away

From what is tearing me apart

Things won't change and times won't change

If I don't change but I can't

So I'll just stand the tiring days

And hope that they won't stay forever

Things won't change if I don't change

But I can't change what I am

And I can't change what I am

Put on a smile like an old day, I'm

Running away from my problems, I'm

Used to holding back what I feel

Keep my eyes shut off when I sink

Drown the pain in the fake glee, I'll

Soak the rain if you make me, I'll

Be your drain 'til you break me

I won't complain

And I'll hide that I'm tired

Of pretending I'm fine

Of pretending I like

Being like you are

But I won't show my pain

And I won't show my scars

'Cause I know how you'll laugh

If you find who I

Am

So

I'll numb the pain and run away

From what is tearing me apart

Things won't change and times won't change

If I don't change but I can't

So I'll just stand the tiring days

And hope that they won't stay forever

Things won't change if I don't change

But I can't change what I am

And I can't change what I am