Feel It Healin' Lyrics

You know I've been through a lot of loss in my life

I've lost friends, family

I've even lost myself a couple of times throughout my journey

For a long time I felt this weight on me

Something that I could never push off

Maybe it was depression maybe it was regret

But ever since I met you I can feel it healing

I feel like my heart is just breaking

Why the fuck God always taking the things that just matter the most

I just feel like a ghost does he love always making

My life into something like Job funny I'm feeling like Cole

So I pick up the pen just say hi to my friend

And I get up again so I hit it and go and I'm picking my rose

Cause you never know if you gon get it alive

Never know if you gon make it to rise

Never know if you gon make it to shine

Here you go again just breaking my mind

Never taking my life but my livelihood

Always get tight cause I'm right and I'm by the book

Never in sight for the times I got fried and cooked

Always get slight in the fight but I bite the bull

Bite the bullet I just had to pull it

But I had to do it so I roll back

Had to prove it so I had to do it

No I didn't choose it so I slowed back

All the times we had, all the rhymes we had

All the life we had, all the fights we had

All the rides we had, all the sights we had

All the frights we had, so I chose that

As the fuel for the flight

Mortal Kombat he be testing my might

Martin Luther he be testing my rights

Darkness creeping he be testing my light

He be testing my life

And I didn't pass sometimes

And I didn't laugh sometimes

But I need his ass sometimes

And I'm finna craft some rhymes

Cause I feel it healing

Yea yea yea

Cause I feel it healing

yea yea yea

Cause I feel it healing blow the roof off the ceiling

Feel it peeling all the pain that was killing

Finna kill it all my niggas is winning

Finna spill it feel my cup overfilling

I'm already up at the top

Life is just something that's never gon' stop

Keeping my pictures before they get cropped

Thinking about you I go and get sauced lost

In a sea of thoughts

One directive be a boss

One direction he was tossed

Rick and Morty, Ricky Ross

Be a funny guy and laugh through all the loss or

Take that pain and turn it into gain

No matter what the cost

Gotta make it 'fore my coffin

Don't care what you was lost in

You niggas Ricky Bobby

I'm more like Ricky Martin

Talladega nights is often

Race car driving brakes will soften

Crash and burns if you don't want that first place

Please just get up off me

Don't say my name so softly

Put respect when you go call me

You go back to neutral

Then it's clear that you gon' fucking stall me

Don't applaud me yet

I gotta win and go and pick my roses

They know I'm nice but see no ice

Wonder why I'm not frozen

I'm hot like comet Sozen

I'm built like I was Conan

I'm not no Harry Potter

But yo daughter know I'm chosen

So it's yolo when I'm solo

Catch me in my Go Pro when I go pro

Passing all these bozos playing Marco Polo

Eating Rolos look like Frodo

I'ma knock em out like Cotto

I'ma freeze the game like Frozone

Change the climate and the ozone

Cause the world gon' see my scars

And then I'll take my rightful place

They gon' see how hard it was

And they gon' see how much it take

They gon' hear my hurtful story

And they gon' see that this my fate

They gon' see the cracks inside

But they gon' know I did not break

And I did pass sometimes

And I did laugh sometimes

And I need his ass sometimes

So I'm finna craft some rhymes

Cause I feel it healing

yea yea yea

Cause I feel it healing

yea yea yea

Cause I feel it healing blow the roof off the ceiling

Feel it peeling all the pain that was killing

Finna kill it all my niggas is winning

Finna spill it feel my cup overfilling

I'm already up at the top

Life is just something that's never gon stop

Keeping my pictures before they get cropped

Thinking about you I go and get sauced lost

You know when I think about you guys

I go and get sauced and then I'm lost

But thankfully, someone found me