Forgiveness Lyrics

I know that I won't be who I am today

I know that you won't think of me in any old way

And when we meet again

There won't be sparks or nothing else

Nothing else, nothing else matters now

And I'll smile and nod like I've got it all figured out

How about we meet for tea, or not

It's all fine you see, I've got it all settled down

I've done so much growing and talking about growing me

Guess we'll see, if it's me

I can't forgive you

Because I can't forgive me

I'm so afraid that I'm not who I should be

And I can't forgive you

Because I can't forgive me

Now I'm so afraid I'm not who I should be

I should be, I should be

I know that I have been a jerk to everyone here

And I know there's lots of apologies

They're drawing near

Maybe we won't even meet again

There won't be any healing words

Forgiving words, sealing wounds is what matters now

And I'll cauterize my brain until I can settle down

My dad's therapist, just smirked and told me to forget it all

That's easy for him to say, it's not all he is

I've done so much talking about growing

But I can't recall

The point of analysis

I can't forgive you

Because I can't forgive me

I'm so afraid that I'm not who I should be

And I can't forgive you

Because I can't forgive me

Now I'm so afraid that I'm not who I should be

I should be, I should be

I forgive me

I forgive me

I forgive me

I forgive me

I forgive