Awake Lyrics

Nothing fits right

Nothing fits

I don't fit right

I'm losing it

Awake at daybreak

Awake for days

I'm still up there

I'm unfazed

She isn't calling

She doesn't call

I'd begged her to stop

Put my fist through the wall

I can't stand it

I can't stand

You're all I stood for

On shaky land

I've forgotten what it's like

To sleep through the night

Can't stop thinking about

How I could do things right

The shadows on my wall

Hands around my neck

You're fading away

And there's not much to protect

Control me, patrol me

Make me whole again

Demand me, remand me

Make me whole again

Dominate me, denigrate me

Let me sleep again

Empty me, twenty me

Let me sleep again

Nothing fits right

Right in my head

I should be flying

But I'm me instead

Forgotten swatches

I hate my hands

They're dirty, cracked

Blistering from badlands

A voice is calling

From within my wall

Begging me to join

With emptiness we're small

And I can't stay here

I'm not here now

Swords from on high

Hang above my brow

I've forgotten what to remember

Now it's all part of the night

Can't trap thoughts in jars

But maybe they'd be light

The umbra only call

Tight trace on my neck

You're the only port I know

To save this shipwreck

Control me, patrol me

Make me whole again

Demand me, remand me

Make me whole again

Dominate me, denigrate me

Let me sleep again

Empty me, twenty me

Let me sleep again

Emptiness, twenty-ness

Let me feel again

Emptiness, twenty-ness

Emptiness again