The Beginning to the End Lyrics

Look Why

Do I feel alone all the time

When I got thirty people

Waging wars in my mind

Explanation to nowhere

Or why I am feeling this way

I will be fine I am ok

Are the only words

That I can find to say

When I am screaming inside

When I just want a sip

Can I please take a swig

Can I please have a glass

The right amount

To fall down on my ass

And forgot who I'm now

And who I was then

Floating down this road

Trying to play pretend

I've considered my options

You are not my friend

It's the beginning to the end

Had a hold of my soul

And you would not let go

It's the beginning to the end

I was wasting time

While you were taking mine

It's the beginning to the end

Now I've learned to move on

Still hard to carry on

It's the beginning to the end

Now I'm a lonesome soul

On a lonely road

It's the beginning to the end

Finally

Over one year sober

Why does it all feel

Like my life's still over

Why does it all feel

Like I can't go further

My brain won't snap

I'm just one step closer

To ending it all

If things don't get better

But you know what they say

Birds fly in any weather

And I'll stay strong

And look calm on the outside

Staring at me

Still Dead on the inside

Walking down this road

Looking like a man who's half dead

I've been alone in my head

Yeah

It's the beginning to the end

Had a hold of my soul

And you would not let go

It's the beginning to the end

I was wasting time

While you were taking mine

It's the beginning to the end

Now I've learned to move on

Still hard to carry on

It's the beginning to the end

Now I'm a lonesome soul

On a lonely road

It's the beginning