i hate u, don't leave me Lyrics

I'm sorry, I'm obsessed, I have no self control, oh

I'm sorry, don't leave me, I cannot let you go, oh

I can't live without your love

Yeah, if only I had more self control

Or hid a little more than what I show, uh

You don't know, every little thing I keep below, uh

Goes to show, I'm out of my mind, don't know where this goes, uh

Scared you'll go, the moment I show what I got in my soul, uh

The moment we met I got obsessed, I needed you there and now

I'm fell to fast, I never got rest, I wish I could tell you how

The feelings I got, they're over the top, repeat in my head, they're loud

I split in a sec, don't wanna get hurt, so I'm gonna take the easy route

So fuck you, I'll try my best not to bug you

Even though this hurts I love you

I hate you, I hate you, I fuckin' blame you

For all the shit that you put me through

I know that it's me but I'll say it's you

But at least everything I said was true

I hate you, don't leave me

I pushed you away but you never even countered that

You were unfazed 'cause you're quick to accepting that

This was a game, don't you even try denying that

You wouldn't stay, but I'm gonna try to get you back, so I

I'm sorry, I'm obsessed, I have no self control, oh

I'm sorry, don't leave me, I cannot let you go, oh

I can't live without your love

Still, I say a lot of dumb things and I wish I could go and take it back

I can't really help the way I think my mind just gotta unpack

Don't say I never did warn you

'Cause I knew what I had before you

All I wanted was to be was honest so I trust that I could inform you

So I done told you I'm sick to the point where love does nothing but make me bleed

So when I get get stuck don't think it's a bluff, I'm trapped and never can leave

Impossible try's, I never knew why, I wish I could say it all was a lie

I'm gonna run dry from all of these nights I'm calling you up to just to beg and cry (why?)

Why am I the inadequate one?

Not a perfect man, not a perfect son

I'll never be able to say I've won when it comes to fighting in the name of love

'Cause I give a fuck about what you do

I'm scared you're gonna find someone new

Despite everything you and I been through

I still question if your love was true

But I guess I gotta accept that everything I love will rip me apart

I wish I didn't get close and idealize us when we're only at the start

You should know that I try, I try so hard

The one thing I don't have is a guard

But best believe that I have a heart

You best believe that I have a heart and I'm

I'm sorry, I'm obsessed, I have no self control, oh

I'm sorry, don't leave me, I cannot let you go, oh

I can't live without your love

Leave me alone but please don't leave

I can't make up my mind

I love you so much, I hate you please

Don't leave our love behind

Addicted to the pain I try

To keep you in my life

Don't care if I die as long as I

Have you by my side

I'm sorry, I'm obsessed, I have no self control, oh

I'm sorry, don't leave me, I cannot let you go, oh

I can't live without your love