I'm Afraid Lyrics

Sometimes I wonder why you even love me

I'm causing these fights because I feel lonely

My momma abandoned me and I was homeless

I guess I'm just use to the feeling of broken

I just wanted love because that was unspoken

Nobody can save me and trying is hopeless

Please leave me and go find somebody that's worthy

I'm miserable and I am tired of hurting

And dragging you down with me makes me feel worse

I think that I am just stuck with this curse

That you can not break and never unlearn

My hearts in the fire cause I like the burn

Never thought that I would be taking turns

I'm blaming you for what happened with her

It's not your fault she caused the hurt

It's not your fault I can not learn

I'm afraid

Of the way

You tell me I should change

All the pain

From the way

No one has stayed

Then you came along and said

I will be with you till death

I'm not afraid

Of the way

You tell me I should change

Maybe I just need some therapy

For all of my insecurities

I never had no one there for me

I never had no one care for me

Commitment to me is scary

I think that I'll give it a try

Please do not break my heart

Please do not make me cry

It's been about two weeks of me just writing this song

I had to take a break to break myself away from breaking us completely and utterly Apart

I know it's hard

But I'm not leaving until death is doing us part

Just play my part

How could I act

I know that I like to focus on all of the bad

Please grab my hand

They'll understand

Or not understand

Love is confusing what did you expect

I am just a man I'm doing my best

I should digress

Easier said

I am a mess

You are the best

I've ever loved

You are the best

I've ever loved

I just really hope that I'm enough

I'm afraid

Of the way

You tell me I should change

All the pain

From the way

No one has stayed

Then you came along and said

I will be with you till death

I'm not afraid

Of the way

You tell me I should change

I'm afraid

Of the way

You tell me I should change

All the pain

From the way

No one has

I'm afraid

Of the way

You tell me I should change

All the pain

From the way

No one has stayed

Then you came along and said

I will be with you till death

I'm not afraid

Of the way

You tell me I should change