Gone 2 Lyrics

Feels like I'm losing myself

Honestly I need somebody to help

Nobody helps

I'm living in hell

Feel like I'm locked and trapped inside a cell

I sit and I dwell

I scream and I yell

Hoping somebody can hear me but they all just fear me and I don't know what to do When I'm just all alone there is no one that is near me

Where

Do I just go

Imagine living in a house that's not home

I'm all alone

Feeling so low

Paying a thousand dollars for a phone

That nobody texts

I am a mess

Feel more together when I am depressed

I just confess

I could confess

But honestly I feel like I would impress

All my emotions that I have been holding

They're telling me I should just live in the moment

But what is a moment

When everyday that you get up and breathe you feel like you are just coping

With something that's never ever gonna notice

You'll never notice

All of the feelings that I trap inside of a door that is locked and I just keep on having to Close it

Love

Where is the love

Honestly I feel like this is too much

Nobody knows that I'm trapped in a rut

Taking a blade and I feel myself cut

Open my skin

Feels like a pin

Hate the fact that I have done this again

I'll make amends

I'll make amends

Depression's defeated me I'll never win

I'll never win I'll always lose

Why does it feel like that I have to choose

Between loving me and hating you

I don't know what else I'm suppose to do

I feel like that my sky is turning blue

Then you remind me that that isn't true

That isn't true everything's grey

I don't think the storm is going away

I feel the rain inside my heart

I remember living inside a car

While my moms across the country living with a man who's bank account is very large

Is this the end should I get revenge

Spilling my heart and my soul with this pen

They say it's pretend and I'm on the edge

I think that I'm going to jump off the ledge

Maybe I'll fall to the bottom the bottom is somewhere that I am just destined to be

Abandonment issues got me feeling like finding love is just something that isn't for me

It isn't for me there's no in between

I blame you for that happening to me

Relationships failing cause trauma I haven't been dealing with momma how come you Would leave

And not say goodbye

I sat there and cried

Was left in the dark I needed your light

You cannot define

Being a parent cause parents wouldn't leave a child behind

A child behind was left in the dark

I need your love I'm losing my spark

I need a hug when I fell apart

You wasn't there I'm feeling lost

A child behind was left in the dark

I need your love I'm losing my spark

I need a hug when I fell apart

You wasn't there I'm feeling lost

A child behind was left in the dark

I need your love I'm losing my spark

I need a hug when I fell apart

You wasn't there now I am gone