Rush I Lyrics

And now it's ringing in my ears

The impact of my greatest fears

Abandonment

Or losing luster

Or not fitting

Or whatever

Try to push it down

Avoid the mirrors and my own frown

Another reminder

My emotions do not follow orders

I'm never going to just not feel it

The iron rips through my spirit

And yes, I will admit it, I don't always walk

The walk I blabber on about

Knew Theory, not escape routes

Count my strides

Hope I make it out alive

Even if you want forgiveness

I'll need to give it

And I can't heal if I'm still vying for approval

I'm never going to just not feel it

It's not that I am incoherent

The only meds that work

Preserve my enthusiasm at a happy accident

I wanted joy so bad,

I made my anger and frustration into

Immoral stains of personality

I could get out with a tide pen

Oh

Tried to rush it, made it worse

Now I'm dumping out my purse

To clean the mess I made it worse

I made it worse

Tried to rush it, made it worse

Now I'm dumping out my purse

To clean the mess I made it worse

I made it, I

Tried to rush it, made it worse

Now I'm dumping out my purse

To clean the mess I made it worse

Tried to rush it

Lost my luster

Rushed it

Lost my luster

Rushed it

Lost my luster

Or whatever