Everything You Wish You Had Lyrics

If I'm being honest

You still sweep like a landslide

I'm comparing new lovers

To your embrace and punchlines

It's the little things

our racing feet and my wine stained tee

It's the cleaners I have never tried

To keep that memory close to me

If I'm feeling reckless

I'll find grounds to call you

And make up a reason

Of why you're the one to talk to

Come up with then bask in

any plot I dream

That follows and borrows

All your favorite themes

I want to know but I don't want to ask

If you got your hands on time, would you turn it back

And do you see me in everything you wish you had

I haven't been open

Cuz I know you're happier

Since I left your lips cold

You've found someone better

I bet they throw large parades

That call out your name

And when they say that they will stay

they really stay

I want to know but I don't want to ask

If you got your hands on time, would you turn it back

And do you see me in everything you wish you had

It's not the tablecloth setting

It's not them picking up the tab

It's not the stare that lingers longer

It's not the way they grab my hand

It's not the lighting in their kitchen

It's not the phrases they don't say

It's not the shirt that they're wearing

It's not the pictures that they hang

It's not the twenty minute drive

That feels oh so never ending

It's not the jokes that don't land

It's not the laughs that I'm faking

It's not my heart that I've bordered up

So that they can't get through

It's just not you

I want to know but I don't want to ask

If you got your hands on time

Would you turn it back

And I gave you up but I can't tell you why

And since I walked away

How dare I think to come back

Just know I see you in

Everything I wish I had