intro Lyrics

Breaking news

I actually could use your support

But I've convinced myself that asking

For help would make me a burden

And instead of giving you the choice

I'm going to make the decision for you

By never asking and Suffering in Silence

Aye man how you been Ev?

Shit man I know I don't be calling as much

As I should but shit I hope u still doing good man

What happen with you and

Aw shit never mind man

Yo the guys always asking about you

I'm just look you can tell me anything that's going on bro

Just just tell me what happened

From the top

Well where do I start?

I guess starting is always the hardest part huh

Lemme take you back 3 years

To when it all started

My girlfriend left, my uncle died

And my heart slaughtered

Another year goes by and it's still the same shit

Same girls that's basic

We were kids let's face it

I guess I'm sorry for the way I acted out

I never wanted you to see me take that route

I never wanted for that to be the outcome

But sometimes it can be a win to lose some

I always cry and that's okay

You always lied straight to my face

And even though I said I'd change

I'm still the same me to this day

I always cry and that's okay

You always lied straight to my face

And even though I said I'd change

I'm still the same me to this day

My depression clouds my mind I just can't air it out

I been screaming to clouds god can rescue me

From the man that your making me now

Aye aye

My depression clouds my mind I just can't air it out

I been screaming to clouds god can rescue me

From the man that your making me now

Aye aye

Depression kickin my ass

From all the shit in the past

From wishin that I was dead

To wishin that we can last

I don't want this ship to burnt up so foot on the gas

My brother getting me gas (Nah fuck that shit)

I been trying so hard to make something I like

So imma hit the stu chop it up then scream in a mic

I just be rapping my life

This rapping kept me alive

I just be rapping my life

This rapping kept me alive

It really did tho

I wouldn't be here

Without making this shit

So let's play the hook one more time

My depression clouds my mind I just can't air it out

I been screaming to clouds god can rescue me

From the man that your making me now

Aye aye

My depression clouds my mind I just can't air it out

I been screaming to clouds god can rescue me

From the man that your making me now

Aye aye