for you Lyrics

You told me I should visit more I always said true

I never did and now I cry about what happened to you

What hurts me more is that I always thought that I would have time

It eats me up inside

God why?

To love is a crime

I hate the way feel but I guess this ain't nothing new

The deepest scars lay in my heart I'm hoping I can get through

I did it once before can I endure the devil again

I pray god that I can smile while I'm battling sins

All I know you would want me to keep my head up high

So I'll just keep on looking maybe I will see you sometime

Become a better man that's the only thing that I can do

This fucking hurts right now but I'll get through it for you

All I know you would want me to keep my head up high

So I'll just keep on looking maybe I will see you sometime

Become a better man that's the only thing that I can do

This fucking hurts right now but I'll get through it for you

You're the sunshine in the rain

The pleasure into the pain

You're the one

I never want to let go

I said that I would never drink again I'm pouring a cup

To the numb the pain I feel I hope this liquor gives me a buzz

I feeling tipsy but within me still lies all the pain

I take another sip and cry because it all feels the same

I cannot think I need to get this shit outta my mind

I'm gonna throw up if I think about this shit one more time

A golden soul has left this earth man this just can't be

There are killers in these streets and god just took a queen

All I know is you would want me to keep my head up high

So I'll just keep on looking maybe I will see you sometime

Become a better man that's the only thing that I can do

This fucking hurts right now but I'll get through it for you

All I know is you would want me to keep my head up high

So I'll just keep on looking maybe I will see you sometime

Become a better man that's the only thing that I can do

This fucking hurts right now but I'll get through it for you