Growing up Lyrics

I been growing up

I been growing up

(Making mistakes making mistakes)

I been growing up

I been growing up

I been growing up

(Making mistakes making mistakes)

I been growing up I been

Funny how all these problems

Seemed so small but I got older

And now they look so tall

Wonderin' when they tip over and fall

If I get crushed will I regret it all

I wish that time would pause

What a hopeless thought

Trying to shed my flaws but it's a lost

Cause hospital full of gauze can't wrap

My scars all alone with my thoughts

And my twisted mind starts

Would I do it different?

Can't change but the thought

Is so persistent knowing that I shouldn't

Next page then I see that's all that's written

Over and over like all my other thoughts

Are forbidden that ink is permanent

Erase and erase but it's there again

Peace is a remnant each day see my

Pages panic setting in notebook and

I one in the same but I want it cut to ribbons

I been growing up

I been growing up

(Making mistakes making mistakes)

I been growing up

I been growing up

I been growing up

(Making mistakes making mistakes)

I been growing up I been

And one chapter turned to two

Friends stayed the same while I grew

I look back now see the truth

Stuff I didn't in my youth

Perspective changed it is new

Words are profound those you choose

Reveal friends I thought I knew

Do I revert to the old me?

Or grow up feeling lonely

I been deciding slowly

Plenty of time to get worried

Thoughts go up beat not good upbeat

I would if I could be

Happy don't look like me

I could but I would see

Someone else entirely

Stare blankly eyes look at me

I'm good never could be

Just me and look truly

Lively my book if it took from me

It would only put stormy

You look every nook and cranny

Might lose standing feet

When you see my loose sanity

I been growing up

I been growing up

(Making mistakes making mistakes)

I been growing up

I been growing up

I been growing up

(Making mistakes making mistakes)

I been growing up I been

I don't know what to do or

What to pick each road I see is

Only full of risk I hate for that which

I cannot predict I wish someone

Prepared me for this all confrontation

I always panic each time without fail

Like it's my patent unable to move

I just examine wish I had control

With my hands in growing up is a

Fight you can't win things will change

Prepare for on a whim I say these words

But don't know if I can feel out of place

Where I stand mind says feeling better is

Banned but I been making demands cause

I been growing up

I been growing up

(Making mistakes making mistakes)

I been growing up

I been growing up

I been growing up

(Making mistakes making mistakes)

I been growing up I been