My Mind Lyrics

Rapping in my mind letting all the time go bye

Wrapping up the lies since it's no surprise I find

Time accelerates without any brakes

I'm learning feeling alive takes time

But for all of us time will take our life

I try to take bad things in stride

I have to when it all lives inside

See that's the funny thing about my mind

Go ahead and restrain all you like

To get rid of my pain all in sight

My brain will obtain overnight

Bell rang it's not a winnable fight

Pitiful right?

Can you really call it living

When you living like this

Will my legs give if I live and

I list what I miss when I'm less

Second guess in a second maybe less

I'm distressed thinking on my stress in my chest

People stand there and ask

You got backup plans?

Like do you understand

The only reason I'm still standing

Is because of rap I don't need another path

Yes I'm broken by my past

Mind has many cracks

But the music fills the gaps

Feels are black fears are trapped

Sealed to match just a scratch

Let's slow down for awhile

Since each step in my head feels like a mile

Outside mild starin' at the floor tile

Inside wild tearing my own vitals because I think

I don't deserve to smile

I'm reminded every time I idle

That my mind is bad trauma piled

These thoughts define me

(Me) In my mind they will find me

(Me) It's making me crazy

Always trying to shape me

(Me) Forever thoughts will confine me

(Me) In my mind these thoughts define me

(Me) Confine me (Me) they define me

Recently went to a concert

I started rapping along insecure

So even though nobody could hear

I was self conscious of my voice on every word

That thought reoccurs every verse

I think could my voice be any worse?

My mind is really quite obsessive

Once I have a thought hard to suppress it

Honestly feel like I'm always pensive

Especially when it's penmanship

Don't ever question it's impressiveness

Made inventions as a perfectionist so

While it's near greatness I'll never like and accept it Ah!

My disorders at the helm

Cut the corners on my health

They're the orders I was dealt

Fire a mortar at myself

Just a quarter what I felt

This the border of my hell

I got problems with my pride yeah

I got problems in my bones

I got issues deep inside yeah

I got debt without loans

If you are viewing my mind

Your discretion is advised yeah

This is me this is who I am

Judge me I don't give a damn

Just me I am use to that

Stubbornly moving with a plan

Quite unique doubt is here again

Wait and see I will prove I can

Legs are weak but I will make a stand

These thoughts define me

(Me) In my mind they will find me

(Me) It's making me crazy

Always trying to shape me

(Me) Forever thoughts will confine me

(Me) In my mind these thoughts define me

(Me) Confine me (Me) they define me

People say the phrase mind over matter

But what if your mind has bad manners

And says you don't matter

No help getting better

Succumb to the pressure

And now I am at a loss

I fought but it never lost

Wasn't bought still got the cost