Disturbing Behavior Lyrics

I feel like I’m about to snap at any moment cuz these memories are coming back

From all the people that I’ve slaughtered and my horrible frightening past

When I was just a little boy I always been a little freak

A nothing and a nobody just another fucking black sheep!

Never had a family or friends who even cared

They always think I was invisible and the others loved to stare

Cuz they believed I was a weakling that will never hurt a fly

Until later the next day I fucking took out one of their eyes!

Got expelled from different schools until I was the age of thirteen

No matter what the situation is I’ll never be clean

I try searching for some help like going to therapy

But no one understands me!

Try to get inside my mind and see if you can fit into my shoes

And witness the harsh reality this killa has to go through!

Believe me it’s a nightmare not even an angel can survive

But the story still continues so let’s hope I’m still alive

Get these memories out of my mind; try to get them out of my life

Or else I’m gonna be on the verge of committing suicide!

Cuz that’s the only thing that makes em go away forever

So I can finally rest in piece from this disturbing behavior!

You’ll never understand my pain; so why are you trying to get in my way?

Your gonna push me to the limit, now get the fuck out of my face!

Whoever tries to do something stupid are about to die in vain

And all my problems will be over from this horrible life shame!

There’s too many fucking demons swarming around my head driving me insane

Trying to get me to lose control and pour my future down the drain!

Everything I’ve worked my ass off for is over and forgotten

Now I gotta start all over without having final options

Can you imagine being in a world full of shame

When you’re broke with no money, filling hopeless every day?

Or that you’ve finally found out that your girl’s a cheating bitch

Sleeping with the enemy like a dirty rotten trick!

I’m on the verge of flipping out I’m about to grab the shotgun

Bursting through the fucking door and blast every single one of em!

Her lover tried to escape, but that wasn’t gonna happen

Cuz I was kicking his fucking ass 100 times then I blast him!

The skank started to scream so I grabbed her by the throat

Squeezing her neck very tightly till she was seriously starting to choke!

Now her body turned to ice and then I’ve finally let her go

What a horrible frightening murder that this chapter has to offer!

Get these memories out of my mind; try to get them out of my life

Or else I’m gonna be on the verge of committing suicide!

Cuz that’s the only thing that makes em go away forever

So I can finally rest in piece from this disturbing behavior!

You’ll never understand my pain; so why are you trying to get in my way?

Your gonna push me to the limit, now get the fuck out of my face!

Whoever tries to do something stupid are about to die in vain

And all my problems will be over from this horrible life of shame!

All I really wanted was to have a normal life

Without the anger and the sorrow that is dwelling inside my mind!

But they still continue eating through my soul; to the muthafucking bone

Until I’ve finally reached the surface where I’ve completely lost my hope!

I’m very sorry to my family that I have wasted all your time

You guys deserved so much better instead of a psycho in your lives

I tried to be a greater person like a holy Sunday Christian

But Jesus never loved me so he casted me from his religion!

Only thing I need to do is put the barrow in my mouth

Then let my finger squeeze the trigger until I feel my brains blow out!

A sudden flash hit me and I cannot see the light

Now I’m lost in Purgatory without a chance to say goodbye!

Get these memories out of my mind; try to get them out of my life

Or else I’m gonna be on the verge of committing suicide!

Cuz that’s the only thing that makes em go away forever

So I can finally rest in piece from this disturbing behavior!

You’ll never understand my pain; so why are you trying to get in my way?

Your gonna push me to the limit, now get the fuck out of my face!

Whoever tries to do something stupid are about to die in vain

And all my problems will be over from this horrible life of shame!