REM Sleep Lyrics

Listen I know it might be hard for you to see this now

Partly because of how you feel and how I'm not around

But I just had to put my feet back on the fucking ground

And try to make my way more naturally into the clouds

I feel I forced the way I think on who I might become

So I'm just living as two halves of the same man

I feel I forced the way I think on what I might have done

So my mistakes tend to repeat around another bend

Just sit here with you trying to figure out what I should say

Communication never works if you're too far away

We used to be okay with being here not worried 'bout how if we finally talk about our Feelings, we will break away

I'm always thinking 'bout what happened to us

How did we end up inside this room without a door to go back through

And if I'm always fucking dreaming 'bout the lack of us

Then what we have right now could be the start of something we know we should do, so

I don't know

So I just

Sit here in this room with you

Stuck somewhere inside the fucking dark but I can hear your voice

And I can't tell if you've been walking toward me

Or if we're both just trying to find a way out as if we had a choice

But still through all this blind navigating through the truth

There's still no one I'd rather fear for, it's still me and you

And yeah I know that only makes it that much harder too

What's left of you and I has always what's been left to lose

Pick up the phone to write you a novel through double vision

Type then delete every sentence while consciousness is slipping

I fall asleep in the faded colors of what we were

Then reawake in the painting of all my bad decisions

I just keep walking through hallways we could have lit together

Inside the house that we built but never called home together

Inside a town that we built on dreams that we had together

Only to drown at the shore of what could have been forever

Riding the razors edge

Timing the way we live

Hiding the way we love to

Find what we couldn't give so

Maybe it's really it

Maybe we'll never know

But maybe that's how it's supposed to go with you and me