Still Here Lyrics

Why do I still wish that you were here

Sitting with this blank text

Fill that out, delete it next

You are as confusing as you're clear

Why is it that I can feel you near?

Given all this distance

We had left the vision

But I can hear you talking in my ear still

Oh no

What is my love doing inside of you

What is my trust doing inside of you

What is my future doing inside of you

What is my blood doing inside of you

Nah, they don't belong to you

Not after everything we been through

It's hard to see a future past the past, present re-writes

It's hard to keep a balance when the footing we defined lies

Stuck inside a moment kept me stuck inside the wrong time

Couches on the far side

The world we would escape to in the spot we stayed up all night

Just waiting for the birds

And sparking something up

Taking all our shit, man throwing all that up

Fill the cup

It's 5am, we're just getting started

Said I'd blow up

And take you with me but we departed

She said she had enough

She said I wasn't ready

She said I had enough

But I remember her now as the couch and 90's playlists

Surrounded by the air of difference from the way my friends live

And feeling special only means I'm feeling different than this

So, all the pressure was released inside her mind I would guess

I can attest

I can attest

Are you still here?

Are you still here?

Are you still here?

Are you still here?

Are you still here?

Are you still here?

Are you still here?

Are you still here?

So, sleep in tomorrow

And sleep in forever

Just sleep through it all

So, sleep through tomorrow

Been sleeping forever

Been sleeping forever

Just to sleep through it all

So now I sit at the bar

And kill the Heineken I use to kill where you are

And hope it goes far

At least enough to block the way that you are

I used to think we'd be the type they would all

Be jealous of but it seems we're the same as them all

And somewhere from the way we were to now it seems so involved

But simply put we just let go of our parts

Truth be told we just let go of the start

And told ourselves there aint no finish line when we were just fucking stalled

Blinding what it was to keep ourselves on the fall

All for the sake of selfish reasons we can't even recall

So breathe the air and pair what you hear

Live through they friends and wait for pictures to appear on the wall

So much for fingers behind your ear, and through your hair

So much for cradling your mind at all

But I remember her now as the couch and 90's playlists

Surrounded by the air of difference from the way my friends live

And feeling special only means I'm feeling different than this

So, all the pressure was released inside her mind I would guess

I can attest

I can attest

Are you still here?

Are you still here?

Are you still here?

Are you still here?

Are you still here?

Are you still here?

Are you still here?

Are you still here?

Were you ever there?