Manifested (Free Verse) Lyrics

It's like I dreamt a life of shit then manifested it

I'm in the center, the abyss, I've accepted it

My demons only speak in myths, like I'm connected with

My mind a sacrilege

I put my back in this

I'm a living metaphor, a joke you told cause you're bored

A premonition of some cheap ramen, broken with sores

I spent weeks just deep diving hoping for more

Till I'm part the decor

This shit's too hard to ignore

I see people at my age be more than I'll ever be

I see this shit as masquerade

I guess the problem is me

Guess my habits too erratic

And I fall to my knees in a sporadic state of panic

Getting lost in my dreams

I don't care, I cancel all contact

Let the reaper in

My conscience on a low

I can't stop that, repeating sins

Now they don't even ask

My mask is gone, I'm okay

I swear I'll fall on my face someday