Monologuing Lyrics

I was jumping fences

Lower my defenses

Ballin' like a menace still

I was in the trenches

Losing all my senses

Now I'm driving benzes still

I knock out naysay haters

Take my brain out to vacate labor

I'm untamed, unwavering anxiety

Stop trying me

Hey sobriety, I'll see you later

I owe my demon favors

I'm turning up, fuck my haters

My ex is coming back cause I ain't paid her

Been a month, been a year

I'm a living nightmare, I just die when they cheer

I lie to the mirror,

Get your shit straight, don't sound insincere

I've been stubborn and cold

Down in my little box I've been out of control

Don't pray for me mama

It's part of my soul

It's all that I know

Come say bye to my ghost

Pull up in all black

Diamonds exposed

Inhale through my sinus and choke

I got the shit now

In a week I'll be broke

I wanna take my car

Drive off of this bridge

Drive out of this life

Wonder I'll make it far

If you wanna throw fists, I gladly oblige

I'm monologuing

My mind is foggy

I think it's all alarming

Come in and just kill me darling