The Nightmare ft. Marz Drippy Lyrics

A lot emotions at once, it's a lot of mood swings

Cus nowadays I swear my only passion is rapping

Used to let opinions keep me from doing things

Cus my biggest fear was failure I ain't want that to happen

Thinking bout how many people tryna make it out

Or what a waste of energy, money, and time if I didn't

Or what if all my niggas ain't really fucking wit it?

Or maybe they gassing it, am I buggin am I trippin?

Ion wanna look back and start having regrets

Dont care how far it looks, how unrealistic it gets

No competitions, throwaways is better than they best

Take the ink from my heart I put my pain in the pen

No one's opinion can change my thoughts, starting to realize

I'm the only one that's at fault, starting to realize

It wasn't recognition I want, starting to realize

Locked in wit my niggas 4L those my real ties

I gotta take care of my mental

No therapy I'd rather pour out on instrumentals

I want a mill by 25 not pulling up in a rental

I'm tryna set the bar, I'm tryna be most influential

Heart getting colder Moncler I'm zipping it up

Know I gotta light up when I'm sippin my cup

I be holding shit down they be knowing wassup

Cus if my nigga fall then you know I'm picking him up

Tell me how I'm sposed to feel

The world hold me down, I raise it up and I hold it still

Talk rough cus I'd die for it, honestly will

Rap is life, only plan B I got is the pill

A young thug I'm just living how I wanna be

Then they call you slime then they slither how it's Gunna be

Studio in front of me, hour was a hundred piece

They gon tell me quit, it's legit that i wanna leave

(And I'm)

Crying tryna think about the path is like the go to

Sorry I'm not talking I know often I was social

Tell me I won't make I can't take it I'm too hopeful

Sensitive I told you, but thanks for being vocal

Thinking while I'm sipping am I trippin if I ghost you

Anxious in my mind, I decline and I go through

Visions that I dream

Obviously I could just hold through

But im losing grip, falling deep

Calling me old news

(Wait)

Saw I caught you at a bad time smack…

I heard that shit you did with Charisma the other day bro

Not gonna lie fam, that might be the one

I been seeing y'all niggas

I been seeing y'all niggas, elevate for a fucking minute bro

You need to keep grinding…

For awhile now too

Keep doing what y'all doing bro

Them late nights in the stu

Y'all just staying up writing music bro

That shit gon pay off

Had to kick it into gear

Grinding every year

I just had to wipe my tears with my bros dem'

Took a L look in the mirror

Asking who's in here

Man the doubts can't interfere

I control them

Cus that's just how it goes

Working with my niggas I ain't ever letting go

They be tryna take a nigga spirit and his soul

Cus the devil got a hold

We ain't ever gon fold no more

Had a lot of people tell me they believe in me, but they don't believe

They just tryna play it safe just in case I do

They no face no case in case I do

She fell in love with my potential

Please don't spill your cup on my essentials

They show up when I'm winning coincidental

Can't show weakness I keep that shit confidential

Pardon I don't mean to intercept, let me interject

I don't want my grandma in the 'jects

We cant die there

Niggas steady pissing on the steps, mice on right and left

Living off the unemployment checks

It's a nightmare

Back when we was rapping bout pateks, wishing for baguettes

Noticed that it wasn't on my neck

This is my fear

Andy with it tryna get respect, toying with my buzz

I just wanna take off in a jet in a light year

Thought you was an angel but looks are deceiving

Sorry I been distant I was working on my demons

Thinking bout all my plans staring up at the ceiling

Grinding everyday I couldn't text you on the weekends

I felt that shit heavy with you I was grieving

Tbh with you never cared bout who was leaving

Had to keep believing when you said I wouldn't be shit

It's my tunnel vision couldn't hear and couldn't see Shit

Had to kick it into gear

Grinding every year

I just had to wipe my tears with my bros dem'

Took a L look in the mirror

Asking who's in here

Man the doubts can't interfere

I control them

Cus that's just how it goes

Working with my niggas I ain't ever letting go

They be tryna take a nigga spirit and his soul

Cus the devil got a hold

We ain't ever gon fold no more