Darkest July Lyrics

She told me last night in the middle of sex she's not attracted to me anymore

Despite the BDSM and the play parties she's not turned on like she was before

She'll complain about the good times

She'll sabotage the fun

She don't appreciate anything I do and when I bring it up she's just itching to run

Mama taught you to run and freeload all your funds

She told me last night in the middle of sex she's not in love with me anymore

Despite getting engaged, planning to start a family

She don't feel like she felt before

Those words crushed my soul

Give me something to hold on to

Give me something to believe

No more tricks up your sleeve

Cuz we're at the end

The damage has been done

And you won't say your sorry in a way where I know where it's coming from

You're ugly to me now

You killed the love inside my heart

And you blamed it all on me

Mistook communication as negativity

Everything I planned for pissed away

Was there honesty in anything that I heard you say over the last 7 years

Or has everything we built decayed just ushering in our darkest days.

Darkest July to the dumbest guy

Who couldn't see it coming

Blinded by the love in my eyes

And for some reason this is the first time where you don't cry

And for some reason this is the first time where you don't cry

You don't fucking cry