Ball Gag Lyrics

I forgot where I've been and where I'm going

I forgot who I was and who I am

I forgot who you are and how you attach to me

But I'm awake now and I will not fall back asleep

And you're still right here

Right here where I left you on the bed

Naked and frustrated with your head

On my lap softly repeating

Let's never be so fucking dumb again

Let's never be so fucking dumb again

Let's never be so fucking dumb

I forgot how I feel and how I'm feeling

I forgot what is fun and what is work

I forgot what I want and no longer know what I need

But I'm aware now and I don't want you to lose me

Cuz I'm still right here

Juggling all these balls above my head

Strapping a ball gag in your mouth just like you wanted

Trying to keep our sex life in check

To live life without any regrets

While fighting of the threat of feeling cold

Poor and sore and alone

When the basics are met it still seems that you need more

Can we have it

Our cake and eat it too

Can we have it

A place to call a home

Can we have it

A love in our lives

Can we have it

Before the day we die

I've hurt myself trying to save you from yourself

You've hurt yourself trying to save me from myself

But all that left to do right now is to simply just forgive ourselves

And realize we're both connected

Can we forgive each other for these scars