Lost Lyrics

Lovely

Have you been loving me?

How could I even ask

When all you've ever done

Was love me in the past

I find for the first time

That I can't feel a single thing

When I recall your face

Where is my faith?

I must've lost it on the way

Where is my faith?

I must've lost it on the way

I know I was told to go straight down into the well

But why can I not feel the rope that keeps me from falling into Hell

I've been here for so long that I feel I've been abandoned

But I know that's not how you work but if I could be candid

All I want to feel is the deepest adoration for you

But all I feel is bitterness and rage

I've been depressed for too long

And my aching has been strong

When I will long for what I've wanted for the longest time

But I feel like that's wrong

When there's nothing when I think of you

But a contract that I must stay true to

And honestly, these songs have been the only thing getting me through

I've been reconsidering my options cuz synopsis is

That I have lots of questions

That are really hard to digest

Like will I ever work out things with my family?

Will I ever not feel alone?

Will I ever make it home?

Will I ever have a soul that I could love and call my own?

Will I ever fully recover from seven stripes off of my life?

Where is my faith?

I must've lost it on the way

Where is my faith?

I must've lost it on the way

Where is my faith?

I must've lost it on the way

Where is my faith?

I must've lost it on the way

Where is my faith?

I must've lost it on the way

Where is my faith?

I must've lost it on the way