ON MY OWN

Only hit her once and she keep calling, leave me alone

It's some niggas I left in the past, don't bother calling my phone

I been getting so damn high, I think I need it to get in my zone

I been talking to God, I'm worried, what if I never right my wrongs

I done stumbled up on a bad bitch, ain't never going back average

She been asking me for a baby but I ain't ready to push no carriage

Better never find yourself needing no nigga, they'll take advantage

All the damage done to my heart, don't think I'ma find me a big enough bandage

My granny left when I was young, sometimes I feel abandoned

If you ain't never lost that money and got it back you don't speak my language

Couldn't even afford no shoes, my Nikes bust like Calvin Cambridge

It was plenty of nights I wanted to leave but somehow I still manage