Canary

Say what you want but you will never know what its like to go through this alone

I'm reaching for a hand in the dark

I just want to fucking go home

Its all peaks and valleys, looking for a home in the voided

And it's all lost in a whimper, on the notion that "I should feel better"

Everything feels the same

Lost in trance staring at this life through a pastel gaze

I don't remember a fucking thing I did that ever made it any better

Its hard to move walking through my bullshit

Hard to ignore when its buried in my skin

But when I can feed off my panic, and I see it, its fucking pathetic