Past

This feeling inside of me keeps on pressing in spite of me

Using tools He provided me and advice He has guided me

Through the pain He enlightened me but these demons they idly

Cut me up like a side of meat like a wheel I am tiring

Loss of will is a fear to me, my pride was so dear to me

Devils angels appear to me to degrade me decietfully

These temptations are real to me, evidently but in secrecy

Even if people believe in me I keep doubting unreasonably

Yeah, I keep thinking bout the past times

Keep forgetting God's forgiven all my past lies, last time

My frustrations got invasive into my life, my time