Forgotten

Hard to explain, but existence is pain but life's beautiful

Love it when I'm with you, but hate the things I do to you

Still got bad habits, but ain't doing what I used to do

Lying to myself but I'm trynna stay true to you

Been a very long time since I've felt this alone

Maybe the blames on me, I never pick up my phone

Hate to admit it, but since I quit the pills it's been much harder to cope

It's still hard to accept that this all part of my road

But I'm trynna fight the sadness

Putting goggles on my hood, and some fossils on my jacket

Still feels surreal that people know me from my rappin'

Used to hope that this would happen when I was known for poppin' tablets