Sometimes

Sometimes I don't know this life's so unpredictable

Chaotic at its best in the least it's like a test

I spin this poetry flow in me sometimes it's just so over me

And then theirs other times when I just can't keep it sober G

I struggle in my own on my own grief and anxious thoughts

Trying to see another day to god I'm giving thanks a lot

Existence in this universe to me is just to try and learn

A better way of being searching through the stars stars that burn

Bright into the night when I'm awake up in the A.M. thinking

Glad I found a better way than just thuggin' out and always drinking

Still my hours coincide or conflict with another pattern

Who's really telling me I occupy the house of Saturn