Mellow World

Medication control my brain Prozac Xanax take me away time is moving way too fast

I might crash it's alright will it matter if I die tonight sometimes I wonder why I'm even here at all

Getting better but baby steps I fall in and out of rest know I'll fail but I'll try my best

Try my best if I lose friends then can it be painless

How do you live in a world so mellow thoughts so deep but you still shallow I just wanna escape get through another day is the place that I'm in just fate or is it just the way that I made it

Way that I made it I'm trapped in the Matrix funny how everybody on some fake shit

Lotta mistakes in my life I can't erase yeah pull up on ya know I'm not one for the drama

I can't take this back know she'll never like me I still hope she might

Sent a text for hours still feel butterflies when she reply know the feelings temporary she's just being nice

Hope I've moved on to someone new someone that I hope thinks we're better together