Sallie Mae

Sallie Mae - CalenRaps

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I've seen a lot of people fail from a lack of faith But I just knew my best teacher was my last mistake My momma said to have a strong heart it has to break And if it does just keep it pushing like you bagging weight Even when I'm on a crooked path that's hard to navigate I'm acting straight Never thought our friendship had a Casper fate Wish I had some glasses that could help me see right past the fake When I can't differentiate the good and bad I gravitate Made this on a lonely night when I was half awake Thinking bout how life is like a class I'll never graduate Showing off the traumas that I swallowed like a rattlesnake Cuz all my favorite songs are when pain and passion collaborate And I met a girl that can bring me back to my happy place When I can't muster up as much energy as the laughter takes I pray the love in our river never evaporates If I don't have my other half then I ain't half as great Smoking shatter to evacuate this fragile state Feel like I got no family I know my dad relates And I been spending Saturdays in the saddest way Trying to find my shot Shane Battier But I ain't never have a J So this the only I'm paying Sally Mae back My brother down another 8 racks But he know I got him covered like a fucking wave cap I know we all live with regrets All living in debt Wish I could go to the past And switch up a step The path to success An infinite trek Just can't figure out what's left Like there's crick in my neck And the difference between me and you is imma get my respect Even if it takes some reloading like I was hitting refresh And if you against us we consider you an imminent threat Ain't no sympathy for them niggas They would pity me less and that's real The greatest rapper in my state's how I definitely feel But that would be the case for any nigga possessing my will I'd take a blade for my nigga 'fore I let him be killed Trynna get some places for my niggas in Beverley Hills But as of lately all I see is my deficit build I let it go like Dennis Schroeder with 70 mil A lot of niggas left behind cuz they left in a deal Momma's treasure just died with a chest full of pills Babygirl let me take your hand I know you tired of that song And the same old dance with that nigga Don't take no chance with that nigga I'm right here waiting Granny always told me that life takes patience So we ain't gotta f*ck we can have a conversation Had you locked up then I forgot the combination High on drugs and frustration bae I don't know I don't know I don't know how to love you no more Used to be strong enough for us both Now I'm only strong enough to let go