Uncomfortable

For a minute I've been feeling like I really don't belong

Feeling lonelier than ever friends don't ever hit my phone

As of late, it's been a chore to even wake up every day

Can't feel happy for myself because everything just feel the same

I've been struggling and hoping for a healthy way to cope

But all I do is make excuses so my ass can stay afloat

Tossing turning in my bed because when it's late I barely sleep

And even in these fucking dreams I just can't seem to find relief

All my homies ride or die but I don't feel the same way

I can't stand to be alone

Yet those close get pushed away