did it to myself

I'm not the man I should be

I'm not the man that you need

I be lost up in my thoughts it hurts me just to think that I've been hurting you and you don't deserve this

I be lost up in this world I'm just trynna find purpose

All these nights been getting hard but see you make it worth it

And I hope you see my charm fuck I hope that it working

I don't know a lot shit but know one things for certain

Yeah I know that you gon' leave me if this shit isn't working

But see I don't fucking blame you I done did it to myself

I done took it all for granted now I sit here by myself

Please don't tell me that sorry you're just saying how you felt