Searching

I've been searching myself, looking for the flaws you left on my chest

Looking for the scars you gave me, looking for them drives me crazy

Certain type of words I type with my hands, trying to find the words you took out my breath

Didn't wanna say it but you made me, now you wanna block me and call me crazy

I've been taking pills bitch that's on the daily, trying to slow the pain cause it's trying to race me

I've been really balling, you can call me Tracy, you know I'm not McGrady but I'm doing gravy

Been graduated school, why you trying to grade me

Be all up in my stories, what I'm doing lately

Tried to snap a couple pictures, thought you hate me

You wanna know my deal, I've been going crazy