Heaves

I had to look around but I figured it out

Am I feeling regret or am I lying again?

I don’t need explanations

You didn’t need to call me

I appreciate the gesture

I wish I could have told you how it felt

But I don’t feel much these days

And when I do it’s all confused

And you don’t need that shit

So I’ll medicate as the noise escalates

And as my house collapses to the ground

The earth starts to shake