Life I'm Living

I'm a perfectionist, when I want something done, I put my heart in it

Fucking demons every night, guardian angels watching

I've been tryno live right, I know my daughter's watching

Can't resist the urge to sin, I got to get this money

And if today go be my last, I ain't fucking ready

And second chances don't come easy, maybe in the movies

It's a crazy world we live in, growing up ain't easy

I stay strong with a heart that's filled with scars and bruises

I'm a man I hide my weakness behind the smile I'm flashing

To fight my pains, music aint the only drugs I'm using

Mama raised me, daddy wasn't there, steady hustling

He missed my birthdays, young me, never really liked it