from the outside

I stand on the outside

So lonely, so lonely out on the outside

From the outside, wishing I was one step closer to celebrities I've seen on my feed

On the inside screaming I need one more shot

While the demons trying to break off a piece

You don't hear me when I shout, I thought you could but you're not able

I've been lying to myself, I thought we'd be a little more stable

From the outside, wishing I could run out the lions den witness how the Lord intervene

On the inside pleading that I won't get eaten by the animals that nip at my feet

We all need something to believe in, I brace myself before it begins