Heavy

I spend more time in the shower now to spend less time in tears

And it don't help to know that I could go much lower from here

Not sure how much I can take at this point I guess we'll find out

I'd take back last week in a heartbeat before I figured out

Somethings are too heavy to put down

Too heavy so I carry them around

And I tell them what they wanna hear

I'll be fine there is nothing to fear

Fake a smile and I can tell that we

Ignore I'm lying to myself