6,000 miles

He walks on the earth, and follows me around, a sliver of myself, he says I'm going down

I want to stay alive, I want to fucking die, it changes every morning, and kills me every night

I can't stop, can't run, can't stop overthinking, I've seen every outcome, in all of them I'm sinking

I'll jump out of your window, I'll break open your door, that leads me to a place of nothing, nothing that belongs

Tearing down the walls that separate myself, a different reality is what's inside your head

My friends sleep together, but at night I scream awake, waiting for tomorrow, some stupid today

I'm lost with all my friends, I'll melt into this couch, I've taken way too much, I wish it was alright

I'm crying to the walls, I'm feeling so alone, I wanna make it stop, I wanna go home

I've learned nothing's free, I've no right to choose