This How I Really Feel

For the longest I been living in a circle never ending

I been working hard as ever but it seems I'm never winning

So I start to doubt my dreams and I think I'll never get it

Like I'm Barkley with a ring but I still keep pretending

Like I'm good when I'm not this is only the beginning

Of my problems that's I'm facing like a blunt I never hit it

I can ramble and go on and on really never finish

How my life is very different and I wanna change positions

Still got my eyes on a billi that's what my focus on

But imma million miles away and then my focus gone

I try reminding me I'm strong and that it's nothing wrong

Sometimes I really wanna fall but I keep holding on