Bullet with my name

I need somebody to heal, somebody to know, somebody to have

somebody to hold. It's easy to say, but it's never the same. I guess I'm trying to hide the way you numbed all the pain

I need somebody, anybody could help if I'm being truly honest. I'm not doing well. When you were around, you numbed all the pain

Now replacing you with drugs, just trying to stay sane. My life fucking sucks, I desperately need a change. Because I can't keep on living this way

Nothing good ever happens, only bad things. All the holes in my heart, and the scars that remain, no one but my motherfucking self to blame

Just telling you how I feel, it's a damn shame. But I'm not giving up, I'm actually trying to maintain. Only way to numb my feelings is Xanax and cocaine

Gun loaded in my hand, on the bullet is my name, If things don't get better, I'mma put this bitch in my motherfucking brain yeah

I need somebody to heal, somebody to know, somebody to have, somebody to hold. It's easy to say, but it's never the same

I guess I kinda like the way you numbed all the pain

Walking down the boulevard of broken dreams, I'm all alone. I'm in a labyrinth of time, so high I'm feeling