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Uhh delusional livin lost advantage when I told you all the things I was missin I ain't wanna be ahead I just wanted admission I ain't wanna spark flame I was cravin submission Guess you really didn't value all the things I was givin Yeah I fucked a couple bitches but my heart wasn't with em I aint tryna keep excuses I just wanna decision All emotions you avoid block the things we enjoyed Prevalent and intelligent but feelin destroyed How you cryin in my face when you smilin with boy I ain't sayin tht you owe me but my heart ain't a toy Gotta take you from the dark and refocus on joy Know an eye for eye gonna cause a divide Had to look me in the mirror to dismantle my pride Had to open up my heart to destroy what's inside and rebuild it for the better you could say that I died

I love you too much tired of thinkin that I love you too much I ain't sayin this aint fair I just had me enough tired of feelin like I love you too much

Uhh take a sip again uhh I'm ventin all thru this cup of henn Had tequila for lunch water then here I am Takin sips and plannin trips nigga goddamn Don't need a chase when ya mental space a vicious place I want the feelin above the ceilin so keep the pace How could I know what I needed when I often delete it How could I ask em to love me when I'm always retreatin If I gotta take the blame I'll take this evening Only way that ima go find a love I believe in Yeah internally I'm scarred but still I'm the reason Fightin things unexplained externally bleedin

Uhh i guess I gotta go ain't it crazy the worse you feel the more you know Which makes it harder on should you stay or should you go ain't got the answer but got the pain I didn't show