i'll find my way

Lately, I've been feeling like I really can't be myself

And every time I try to seek or to ask for help

They try to shun me

Voices in my head too loud, so it hurts me

Ask myself if I get what I'm deserving

Feeling like I can't be loud

When I close my mind, then my thoughts go wild

When I close my eyes, will they stay there awhile?

I'm a hopeless, reckless, self-reflecting guy

With an introspective, so repressive mind

Felt broke for so long, I'm finally alive

I'm the one who said that I'd do it, so I tried