Private

Hmm

How do I say this

It's hard expressing myself to other

I feel very closed off from people

And you know this privacy is a double edge sword

You know on the one hand it's great I get to grow under my own solitude

But there this loneliness that I feel

This feeling of misunderstanding

That No matter what I tell people they can never relate to the pain I feel

The suffering that it caused onto myself

But it's-

And I think about you know why I shouldn't be so vocal on what I do