cancer

My Ellah

I want you to know that I care and I would lose myself without you

I swear I can act like i'm fine but deep down my feelings dwell if i lose you

When you told me your time is limited and your days are being counted

It was so unexpected all i felt is heart effected, smile defeated, mind corrupted

I erupted 'cause all we created to built just became complicated

I see your faith is faded as I try to keep you afloat as someone I sacred

Your mind is raided, family hatred, rapidly tainted, lost sanity in patience

Question every lesson, question every compliment in a sentence

Wondering if it's out petty, wish I could bury those deadly thoughts

Give you light when the storm comes

Give you sight, give you meaning when the song comes