The Spotlight

I'm under the spotlight, then I get stage fright, man its been a rough night, this has been a tough fight, I say "I don't feel alright," Cause I feel sick, I choked, it felt like I've been kicked, I get booed of stage, I'm in a rage, I go home, write some rhymes and flip the page, mess it up and feel caged, I feel helpless, but can't help it, I feel like I can't do this, but I still keep going, I don't give up, even if I had enough, even if I failed, I didn't stop, Im still gonna rise to the top, I just try and try, to do my best, even when I feel sick, to my chest. I fight back, even if my vision goes black, even if they call me wack, I get I'm not #1, and sure That's not fun, but Im clever and shine bright like the sun, I can't do everything, and maybe can't sing, I don't need to, I cook so I feed you, I may be at a blank, like before, but I gotta reach out for the knob and go through the door, but then I enter in, I wake up, was it a dream just then? I don't know, woah! Did I just get stronger than I've ever been befo'?

Cause, my mind is racing, my steps I'm tracing, around and round, and up and down, cause I'm nervous, it's me vs the crowd, please tell me your proud, cause I may not win every battle, just let me off the saddle, to cars from horses, from fords to porches, this was nice, hope you enjoyed the chorus!

Now I would never end my career this early, but surely, y'all shouldn't hate, but wait, I'm not done, keep listening, let me shine, already glistening! Cause I can't choke no mo, try to fight and your loco, and so, Im still under the spotlight yo! but now I can comfortably write, wait I see a sight, the spotlight's still bright, and if you look to your right, you'll see my album, go ahead and buy one speaking of heads, I went over yours, your lyrics start wars, like lightsabers, bright lasers, like the spotlight I was in, tried to get out but I wasn't, I try to make an impact but just can't, but soon as I spit y'all cancel and just rant. But I ain't scared of you ants, so you can't say crap, I don't need to cuss to make this a good rap, you guys are probably too young to even say crap, now your in my trap, but knowing y'all all y'all will say is "cap!" But you can't talk back cause I'm vicious, so if I'm in trouble with my disses you can't win this! But all I really talk about is how Im better, but I may be wrong, so let me act better and stop trying to diss, cause I ain't spot on, so I can still miss, so let me stop with this repetition, y'all just aren't in my position, I try hard to impress my fans, so all I talk about is the kitchen, I'm thinking I'm him, Im trying to be Eminem, it isn't slim, I may not be the best, or better than the rest, but I just try not to be a mess.

Cause, my mind is racing, my steps I'm tracing, around and round, and up and down, cause I'm nervous, it's me vs the crowd, please tell me your proud, cause I may not win every battle, just let me off the saddle, to cars from horses, from fords to porches, this was nice, hope you enjoyed the chorus!

So Im sorry if I'm annoying, rap is something I'm enjoying. So lets go back to the spotlight, sometimes I get nervous, I just want to have service, I want to share, what I stand for, what I can endure, I want to inspire, try to spit out some fire, wanna get signed, but In time, I might. But I just can't think, writing lyrics can make me sink, I'm on the brink, at this lake, like at a blank, I'll do whatever it takes, but I can't swim, I'm tired of not being good with lyricism, I'm tired of the same style over and over, Im tired of thinking Im to fast, I just can't write much cause I haven't had a bad past, I've never been through crap, I just talk trash, and think Im the flash. But I just want to take to say thank you, to my inspiration you ask, "who?"

So thanks, Biggie, 2Pac, Dre, and Snoop, N.W.A, Eazy, and Ice Cube, 50 cent, Eminem, and Juice Wrld too, your the real ones that helped me start, I wish we could collab, but Im new with rap art.

Cause, my mind is racing, my steps I'm tracing, around and round, and up and down, cause I'm nervous, it's me vs the crowd, please tell me your proud, cause I may not win every battle, just let me off the saddle, to cars from horses, from fords to porches, this was nice, hope you enjoyed the chorus!