OCEANS

Big waves crashin' in the ocean Days spent runnin' from emotion

Livin' this life, I've been coastin' Livin' this life, I've been coastin

Instagram, go ahead and post it But they don't know how badly you been chokin

Tryna catch a breath, refocus I got secrets that I keep from the open

Demons that I keep from the open Bitches that I pree when I'm lurkin

Bitches that I pree when I'm hurtin' Been holdin' trauma from the past like a token

No doubt in the game, I'll be goated But back home, I'm a mess, losin' focus

If the world knew this, I'd be roasted Hung without a rope, I'm soakin

In the shame and the guilt that I'm holdin' Tell my niggas I'm the shit, but they don't

notice I've been talkin' to a shrink and they don't